birthdays had always been a bittersweet moment for me since I got on my 20s. It's like every year life is giving me a harsh reality check; that i am no longer a naive teenager always dependent to my parent for financial needs, emotional affirmation and other major life decisions. to be honest, i've been soo depressed for a while since i turned 20. Quarter life crisis, should i say? who would not get depressed anyway? i was already on my 20s, just finished college with no decent job, was struggling in graduate school and has no love life. i never felt alone. i never felt lost.
but now i can proudly say i got passed that stage already. though i think it is rather odd, i am very much satisfied with my life. no words can explain how elated i feel. merely uttering words of thanks to heavens for all the blessings i have received is not enough. i am already 24. i may be older now, but i never felt more secure. i never felt happier. i never felt so beautiful. now i look forward for the coming years. i am ready to face post-quarter life crisis with a wide smile and extremely long eyelash extension :)
pebi talking in gibberish again around 7:13 PM
Friday, February 05, 2010
would you believe that for someone who is very much concerned with the number of sleep she is getting ever morning (im a nocturnal being for almost a year now), i only got roughly 3 hours of sleep last monday because i watched the grammy awards. under normal circumstances i will definitely gnore the grammy; i'm not that huge of a music fan anyway. but the performace of sir elton john and lady gaga of "your song" made me watch it!! or at least the first few hours of it. waaaaa!!! i sooo love lady gaga now. oh well, i always have. same with katy perry (san galing to?!). i'm a closet fan :D
another reason why i think the hours i didn't spend in dreamland that day was some hours well spent is because of pink's breathtaking acrobatics. she was virtually spinning midair while singing beautifully. i was in awe. i swear! i looooveeeee pink!!
pebi talking in gibberish again around 2:35 PM
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