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Monday, April 30, 2007

DREAM JOB

naalala ko nung tinanong ako sa isa kong job interview kung anu daw idea ko ng dream job ko..my head is spinning at kung anu anu ang pinagsasasagot ko (kaya siguro di pa nagrereturn call, hehehe)...maliban sa pagganap na katana maker o preacher sa pelikula ni quentin tarantino o di kaya gumanap na sexy android sa pelikula ni wong kar-wai, wala na kong ibang naiisip na idea ng dream job nung mga panahong yun. ngayon, alam ko na ang sagot..gusto kong maging SUSHI MAKER....hehehehehehe...

seryoso to...




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Saturday, April 28, 2007

STEPPING OUT OF THE BOX

had a haircut yesteday.. i told the kuya bading i want the nicole richie cut i showed him from a magazine clip, but what he did was something i feared: having bangs...

i last had them in my last months in 1st year high school..i had a freakin' bangs in the first and only recognition day in high school i ever attended to and i looked like betty la fea.. talk about bad hair day...

actually on our way to the salon my brother was convioncing me to have bangs because its like the rave today, with anne curtis and all the edgy girls in philippines' next top model having them. but i declined to the idea considering my hair is naturally wave and i'm saving the look when i have my hair rebonded.

the occurences inside the salon was but but a bleak memory.i can no longer remember happened, but after kuya bading is done with my hair, i was aghast...actually disappointed.not because kuya bading had messed up with my hair, no it was apparently otherwise. he did a great job..but my hair was blowdried and it seemed to be freshly rebonded..he gave me false hope...after i return to reality ( that is after i take a bath and have my hair all wavy again), all my this delusion will be gone forever..huhu...

brace your self guys..just promise me to tell the truth when you see me!!!no sugarcoating and all..just honest opinions..love you!!!




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Tuesday, April 24, 2007


AU REVOIR



The moment of truth, I am officially leaving school. I hope this is not for good.

Surprisingly, there was no flood of tears as I’ve expected. Di ko alam kung bakit. Perhaps I am too sleepy to even thought of staging another unprecedented drama. Not to mention Arcadio’s speech nearly brought me to deep slumber. Apart from this my shoes is killing me that I have to take them off occasionally in the process of the entite ceremony, like i was just having a tea party or something. But I had a scene an hour before the ceremony started because my stupid tassel is missing. I vehemently threw tantrums in front of a crowd. A rather unique send off to my academic life.

But seriously I wasn’t that emotional at all (well the tassel incident is an exemption according to janine). The PowerPoint presentation during the performance of UP Manila Chorale of UP Naming Mahal had however gave me goosebumps; a reminder that I am now leaving, officially, the place I consider my second home. Nevertheless I never cried.


In any case the commencement exercise was a surreal experience. Like everything was so elusive that it was already gone before I even had a firm grasp of it. Seems like yesterday I was just a naïve, promdi girl attending the college orientation in the PhilAm Life auditorium, sitting beside a chubby, talkative guy who I thought was cute but I never found attractive because there is something about him that is different (I never realize just what gay is. Miguel *wink*). I’ll miss college. I’ll miss everything about it. Finally I have found a place where I fit in. But then I am swiftly divorced from it.



***
I am always been a social butterfly. Sure I do have friends, life long friends for that, but I was never been part of a clique. In high school, I may be friend to this person but I am not pretty much acquainted with this certain person in his/her group. I have friends, but I don’t belong.

The six of us (myself, nea, migs, mhare, jerick, ralph) end up together because we don’t have any choice. Some left for UP Diliman, others found their own groups. We were the only ones left, so we have no other choice but to stick together. I though it was just a symbiotic relationship, because we need each other to survive the jungle called college. Each passing days this simple symbiosis had strengthen and without us knowing it, we became closer. I’ll miss you guys. Finally I had found a group I know I really belong. i nicked the pic from nea..toodles bitch!!!



kaming lima:ralph, mhare, moi, nea and jerick
(we're waiting ko you miguel)
***
KUDOS CLASS OF 2007!!!




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Monday, April 23, 2007

PRE-GRADUATION JITTERS (recognition hoopla)

Nagstrike ata ang mga beautician, mapa babae man o bakla, dito sa amin.

Paltos na ang paa ko bago pa man magsimula ang recognition dahil nagamit ko na kahapo ang shoes.

Ilang beses ko pinapalit ang pagkaka-braid ng buhok ko.

Badtrip ako sa nanay ko while she’s doing my makeup.



Feeling ko ikakasal ako.




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Friday, April 20, 2007

SOME RANDOM THOUGHTS (FROM A MOBILE FRIEND)


"wise men talk because they have something to say..fools talk because they have to say something..."- Plato
- mula kay Karina PolSci


"when you are courting a nice girl, an hour comes like a second. when you sit on a red-hot cinder, a second comes like an hour. that's relativity."- Albert Einstein
- mula kay Donna ng Edit


"it's funny that you've been doing everything to get out of this place and when you've found the time to leave, it's when you've also found the reason to stay..."---School
- mula kay Lea ng BehSci
(ang di ko lang magets eh kung sinabi talaga ng "school" yun.hehehe.nevetheless my point sya.)


"revenge is like biting a dog because the dog had bitten you."
- mula kay Kizeah ng CAMP


"a bad person who slanders a good one is like a person who looks up and spits at heaven. his spits never reaches the sky; it falls backinto his own face."
- mula kay Karina PolSci


"if i dress nicely, i'm a snob. if i dress sexy, he'll say i'm a slut. if i argue with him, i'm stubborn. if i'm quite, he'll say i'm unintelligent. if i don't sleep with him, he'll say i don't love him. if i do have sex, i'm easy. ifi tell my issues, i'm emotional. if i don't tell him what's wrong, he'll say i don't trust him.if i cheat, he expects it to be over. if he cheats, he expects to be forgiven and take another chance. either way, i never win."- Madness of Being a Woman
- mula kay Nea






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Thursday, April 19, 2007

ABALA AKO
basta cute, abala talaga sa mga date..hehehe....
anyways, behold my first project this break: a video of Battle Royale. enjoy





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Monday, April 16, 2007


"si michael lang pwedeng maiwan sa atin sa UP..walang dapat maiwan.."
- neah


TANG INA BAD KYO!!!!

bakit di gagraduate si nea?!dahil ba wala syang nstp?! magkasama kaming nag-NSTP!kami ang nag-host ng commencement exercise ng tutorial namin sa mga bata sa Silahis ng Katarungan Elementary School!! may bata pa nga na nagngangalang loida at di namin mapigilan ang tawa nung binanggit tinawag namin sya!!!

bakit ganyan kayo?!burara kayo!!!why she have to suffer for your carelessness!!!bad kayo!!!kahit gago yan si neah hindi pwedeng di nyo yan pagraduate-tin dahil nag NSTP yan!!!!at if ever di yan gagraduate hindi NSTP lang ang dahilan!!!]

naiinis ako wala ako sa school ngayon para tulungan ka..bukas gigyerahin natin sila!!!




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Sunday, April 15, 2007

I was stunned when I read this morning in the Philippine Daily Inquirer that Prince William and her fiancée just split up. I’m no longer an avid prince william fan but I’ve had a sudden interest on her girlfriend since last year. You see she’s living a life every girl wanted, having a real- life prince for a boyfriend. Everybody thought they are getting married sooner. She’s practically living inside the Palace (wherever the Britain’s Royale Family resides) since she acquired this sort of consent thingy to live with the prince just like most couples in UK, as what I’ve read in some net article.Well the most coveted prince is once again up for grabs. Kaya mga
“socialayp” (ika nga ni mon mon), pagkakataon nyo na.hehehe.


**
this summer vacation is my most booooooring one I dare say. Yet on the second thought, this is the first time since my college freshman year that I actually have a real break. Oh well, I’m now leaving school so I have forever (till I find a job that is) for my vacation.


**
perfect summer movie: the virgin suicides.

Kirsten dunst is sooo cute and good, josh harnett is really hoot even with that awkwardly long mane, sofia coppola made the movie rather eerie yet innocent, and the soundtrack is just mesmerizing. Needless to say more. Just watch it and then after, read the book. Or maybe vice versa. Heck just watch the movie and read the book, regardless which one you do first.

Reminder: don’t just watch a movie adapted from a book, read the book as well.
Ironic that I’m saying this, I haven’t read the novel before I watch the virgin suicides which incidentally an adaptation from a novel of the same title. Nevertheless there’s no way I will not read the book. I have to. I must. *wink*




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Friday, April 13, 2007

nagbalik muli ang flash disk ko!!mabuhay...

good thing i decided to drop by the computer shop where i had my CV printed yesterday morning...mahal ko na ang mga ate don kahit mahal ang paprint..yipee!!!




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iba sana ang balak kong ipost ngayon...tungkol sana don sa mahirap na exam sa ISS...pero nawawala ang flash disk ko...

nyeta ang lungkot naman!!!regalo sa akin ng tatay ko yun eh..tang ina sana di na lang ko nagpaprint kaninang umaga ng CV....huhu..actually parang may signus na din na mawawala sya dahil nakalimutan ko sya kunin agad..huhu..

maraming kanta don...andon yung sountrack ng pulp fiction, breakfast club, gilmore girls at iba pa na nakulimbat ko...

andon ang piksyur ng block5 na ninakaw ko sa blog ni neah...

andon ung recent video na ginawa ko.. battle royale yun...

andon yung CV ko..

madaming alaala don...

huhu...

makabali man akong bago, di na katulad ng dati...

may bago ngang flash disk, di na sya naging bahagi ng masayang buhay kolehiyo ko...

ampucha isa na naman bang life's metaphor?huhu...

nalulungkot talaga ko...




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Thursday, April 12, 2007

job hunting kami nila mhare, ian at janine sa makati...maliban sa mga lugar na panay nakapolo ang tao, may natagpuan kaming lugar na tawagin na lamang natin "cabaret".

sa 33rd floor ng philam life building, may kakaibang lugar. paglabas mo ng elevator bubulalas agad ang kakaibang mga ilaw.. nadisorient ako for 3 seconds, i thought cabaret yon..panalo.. pagka step out ng elevator, may sumulpot na mukhang bell boy out of no where. panalo pa ang background music, violin..anak na teteng talaga!!!gusto ko sana magtanong kung may room service, pero na amaze ako sa chandellier!!!panalo...mukhang bath tub..ay lintik di sila naghahap ng trabahante dito, nasabi ko sa sarili ko..lugar ata sya ng mga VIP...kaya naman kaming mga cute na bata ay namangha at gustong makaalis sa paraisong iyon.. pinindot ni janin ang isang bilog sa pagaakalang bubukas ang elevator..ako naman nagtanong sa parang maintenance kung bumubukas ba ang elevator nila..panalo talaga!!!nang bumukas na sa wakas ang elevator, i got a chance to take a peek on the VIP area..ay punyeta parang receiving area sa mandarin hotel..tapos may mga lolo na naka-america at may mga mesa na nakaharap sa glass na pader para siguro kita ang venue ng makati...

sa kakapanhik- panaog sa elevator nahihilo na kami... matapos makaalis sa "cabaret", lalo kaming nahilo...




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Wednesday, April 11, 2007


nasabi ko na naman na crush ko si sir ong uli di ba?naalala ko nung baby pa kami at una ko syang nakilala sa UP, binigyan nya kami ni nea ng tig-isang testimonial..ito yung sa akin:

Jerome Posted 22/10/2004
Huwarang iskolar ng bayan... The otherhalf of the indestructible PolSci TwinSisters... Almost always seen in thecompany of Ms. Nealyn Reyes saanmang panig ng unibersidad - sacorridor, sa mga upuan, sa lapag, salib, at kahit saan pa... Basta, neverfails... Pag wala ang isa, malamangmay sakit o may tampo sa isa't isa.(Pero mukhang malabongmangyari 'un...) Wish ko lang forever naang friendship n'yo. Basta 'un na 'un...Till then. C u around the campus...Peace out! = )

ang basi at si sir ong


weeee....kilig....sige na, wala ng kokontra....




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Tuesday, April 10, 2007


Tama! Crush ko nga si jet li. May angal?!basta di sya mukhang nag-time travel mula sa panahon ng opium war sa China o kaya sa panahon ng pamumuno ni Shi Huang Ti, okay sya sa akin.


I find him cute all right! Sila ni gael at ilan pang sa paningin ko ay maliit. Sa relative kong pamantayan at nang iilan, di sila matangkad..hehe.. Is it may fault that I am attracted to not- so tall guys?! I just can’t help it…oopps!!!did I just spit it out?hush… hehe…




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Monday, April 09, 2007


anyone who knows me will testify that i am sooo all over gael garcia bernal...ewan ko ba, there's something about him that is very much irresistible...i've had a few of his movies and my latest addition is a DVD of the science of sleep fresh from quiapo..
janine had seen this movie before. niyayaya pa nga nya ko eh pero dahil gabi ang screening (at that day nya rin lang nabanggit sa akin na manonood sila ni meme) di ako nakasama.. the following day when i asked janie how was the movie (and if they able to still catch a decent bus late at night), she told me hindi ko daw yun magugustuhan... masyadong cheesy at ala meteor garden ng mga kilig moments... hmmm, napaisip ako bigla..gusto ko pa din ba yun panoorin? i told my self panonoorin ko pa din yun. after all, gael is there...kaya noong nakakita ako ng copy sa po-kyaps (quiapo), di ko na pinakawalan...

it turns out janine was wrong..



poster

papa gael

the movie reminds me of my childhood.siguro yun naman talaga ang gustong iemanate sa atin nung director at screen writer. childhood is like a dream. and as we get older, our longing of becoming once again a child is only fulfilled through our dreams.

story wise wala akong pakealam. after all malabo din naman yung kwento nya.. i'll watch it again anyway.. natuwa din ako sa intro dahil mahusay ang concept. kinuwento kasi nya "how dreams are prepared". natuwa din ako sa psychedelic pintura na nagkalat kagaya don sa bag kong denim..ang ganda.. by the way, take a peek on the movie..yan yong intro..thanks to youtube.com...




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1. I was disappointed to abs-cbn and gma dahil di sila nagpalabas ng mga “klasik” na pelikulang Pilipino tulad ng himala, oro plata mata, at karnal. Dati kasi panay ganong tipo ang pinapalabas nila. It’s like an opportunity for me to finally get to watch these rarely screened movies for free.

2. Though there were no “klasiks”, nandyan naman ang pelikula ni juday na bihira kong panoorin na ipinalabas ng abs. In fairness I enjoyed the cliché till there was you, na parang fusion ng wanted perfect mother at pretty woman (oo, may sensasyon syang pretty woman sa akin). Nagulat nga ako sa hirit ni mon mon na kinilig sya sa isang eksena ng pelikula, eh ang humuhuli lang sa kilig non ay mga pelikula ni wong kar-wai (mas freak sa akin yon pagdating sa pelikula, dapat talaga mag-film yon).

3. last Friday ko lang napanood yung kung ako na lang sana ni Sharon. Aside from crying ladies, dito ko lang sya nagustuhan. Pag-gago si Sharon gusto ko sya (at compliment ito).

4. na-fortify ng lent moviescapade ko yung sinabi ni joyce sa akin, na sexist ang mga romantic comedies. Kahit na parang ang independent ng mga bidang babae sa mga ganong pelikula, lalaki lang ang makakakumpleto ng buhay nila. It’s like saying that they are not complete of a human without their “knight in shining armor” them from the decadence called independent- mindedness. the feminist in me again. I’m still fond of RCs (romantic comedies) nonetheless. Di ko lang maintindihan kung under this genre ang Elizabethtown (good movie with a hip soundtrack and a delicious Orlando Bloom, watch it). haha tamang segway lang.

5. Umaapaw ang tao sa simbahan every lent, which irritates me a lot. Kahit di ko gusto every Sunday ako nagsisimba with my family, first mass mind you. Samantalang ang mga tinamaan ng magaling nagsisimba lang pag may okasyon! Unfair naman ata yon. Sa sobrang dami ng tao, sa labas na lang kami ng simbahan.

6.di ata ako masyadong nakapagreflect nitong lent na ito (oo nagrereflect ako, hindi lang halata). Pano kasi di “klasiks” ang pelikulang pinapalabas sa TV, may cartoons sa umaga, may commercials pa din at di ko napanood ng matino ang misa ng seven last words sa kahit na anong istasyon.

7. speaking of commercials, we are all spared of any political ad this lent thank God! Kahit paano ay may ginawa ding mabuti ang mga pulitiko.

8. ang lent din ay panahon para panoorin ang 7th heaven at Gilmore girls marathon sa studio 23. di ko masyadong napanood yung sa Gilmore girls dahil kasabay nito yung pelikula ni juday, pero yung marathon ng 7th heaven noong Saturday natapos ko. Di ko nga lang nasimulan. Well in any case, gaya ng pinangako ko lent last year, napanonoorin ko na ang regular run ng 7th heaven at Gilmore girls. Sana this time around, magawa ko na ang lent promise na iyon. Ang cute ni Martin! Sana may ampon din kami na sing cute nya. Teka, diba ex- boyfriend ni lucy si martin? O ilusyon ko lang yun? Diba may crush dati si ruthie kay martin? O ilusyon ko lang rin uli? Di ko din kasi nasimulan yung season na pinapalabas ngayon sa studio23, pero kasi napanood ko sa commercial na gusto maging boyfriend ni ruthie si martin. O baka doppelganger lang ng palabas nila yun. Never mind.

9. noong bata pa ako dati sabi ni tita lumalabas ang mga engkanto, masamang ispiritu, impakto at kung anu anu pang alagad ng demonyo after 3pm ng good Friday. Dahil patay daw ang Dyos. Easter Friday na lang daw uli sila babalik sa lungga nila dahil buhay na uli ang Dyos. Oo, takot ako dati sa lent dahil sa istoryang ito.

10. hanggang ngayon di ko pa din maintindihan ang sistema ng visita iglesia. anu anong simbahan ba ang dapat puntahan? Pano kung yung unang simbahang pinuntahan mo ay ika-tatlong simbahan na nung katabi mo? ok lang kaya yun? Dapat ba sa iba’t ibang lugar ang mga simbahan? E pano kung wala kang perang pang visita iglesia? hay naku...




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dahil mukha akong pera at gusto ko uli mag- aral, papatusin ko na ang call center. Basta may trabaho for the meantime, sige lang.


we are applying right now sa accenture. Nag-usap kami ni tatay, pano daw kung call center lang ng accenture ang may job offer. Natigilan ako, umasa kasi ako na baka matino ang maibigay sa amin. After a few minutes, I’ve decided na papatusin ko pa din. Una, tinatamad na ko maghanap ng trabaho. Ang hirap kasi na sa matagal na panahon, nasanay ka na pag summer dapat nagpapahinga lang talaga dahil may nakahain kang gagawin by june. Ikalawa, according kay tatay good company daw ang accenture. At hindi lang naman sila call center per se. if ever makapasok ako don kahit sa call center nila, malalaman ko na kahit paano yung takbo ng company. If ever may hiring sa ibang project, magaapply ako. Ikatlo, bobo ako sa makati. Wala akong alam pa don. Ang kelangan lang muna I get used to the place. saka na ko maghahanap ng trabaho na saswak sa field of expertise ko, which I think is research.
Kelangan lunukin ang pride at i-tame ang ego for a while. Kelangan ko ng pera. Mag- aaral na kapatid ko sa college. Pero dapat ko pa din panatilihin ang mga prinsipyong nabuild at natutunan ko sa kolehiyo. Dapat di ako magpalamon sa sistema. Ang tanging bagay lang na lalamunin for the meantime ay ang pride nga.




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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i can't believe i am answering a dumb "employment" question in jobstreet.com....

nakakatamad maghanap ng trabaho. pero dapat.




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Monday, April 02, 2007


friday i'm in love by the cure


ngayon ko lang naisip ako pala ay batang 80s. gusto ko ang musika, sayaw, pelikula, at iba pang bahagi ng pop culture ng dekadang ito...




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Sunday, April 01, 2007





Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh Girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys.


You never ever ask, where do you go,
You never ever ask, What do you do,
You never ever ask, Whats in your mind,
You never ever ask, If you'll be mine,
Come and smile, don't be shy,
Touch my bum, This is life,


(chorus)
We are the cheeky girls,we are the cheeky girls,
You are the cheeky boys, you are the cheeky boys,
We are the cheeky girls, we are the cheeky girls,
you are the cheeky boys, you are the cheeky boys,
mmm, cheeky cheeky,


Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh Girls, cheeky boys,
Ooh boys, cheeky girls,
Ooh girls, cheeky boys.


You never ever ask, where do you go,
You never ever ask, What do you do,
You never ever ask, Whats in your mind,
You never ever ask, if you'll be mine,
Come and smile, don't be shy,
Touch my bum, this is life,


(chorus)
Instrumental
Come and join the cheeky club,
This is what you want,
Come and sing the cheeky song,
Our cheeky song,
Come and join the cheeky club,
This is what you want,
Come and sing the cheeky song,
Our cheeky song.
Come and smile, don't be shy,
Touch my bum, this is life,
oooooohhhhhh.....
Mmmmmm..cheeky cheeky,


(chorus +2)

Cheeky cheeky.




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-The Virgin Suicides(1999)


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