i don't know if you've heard of this syndrome before, the so- called peter pan syndrome. if i'm not mistaken i has something to do with one person's pysche. yung tipong he/she never go old. habang buhay bata. pero sa case ko, ang tumama ata sa akin na mukhang something psychological. yes, if there is such thing as peter pan syndrome manifested through our emotional and mental state, i may be a victim.
i am seriously contemplating of quiting IBM after the product training. now i don't have any plans whatsoever of hitting the floor ( don't take it literally, it's just a call center jargon). hindi ko kaya ang ganoong buhay. sure i sleep at dusk every now in then nung sa kolehiyo pa ako, pero the following day walang pasok. pero ngayon, anak ng tokwa gusto ko ng mamatay!! my shift is really dragging me to the grave (no it's not a graveyard shift). tama si jerick, panalo ang mga tumatagal sa industriyang ito. saludo na din ako sa kanila. kahit pinuri ako ni george nung one-to-one namin, alam ko na hindi ako tatagal sa ganito. focus daw sabi nya, makafocus naman ako eh.siguro magkaiba lang ang perskpektibong tinitingnan namin. saan pumasok dito ang peter pan syndrome? feeling ko ngayon bata lang ako and i ought to be not working this hard just yet. siguro dala na di ng nature ng trabaho kaya ganito ang mentality ko. siguro kung asa CenPEG, Bayan Muna o Gabriela ako ngayon, kahit mababa ang sweldo, hindi siguro ako magkakaganito.
oo matanda na nga ako at kelangan ko maging mature. mature naman ako eh, it just so happened that i have so many things to whine about my present endeavor.
pebi talking in gibberish again around 1:04 AM
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