seriously, i really need a shrink. feeling ko kasi i am suffering from depression. for two consecutive nights i was crying. wala na akong pinipiling lugar. i cannot even eat. iniisip ko na lang na kailangan ko kumain dahil i am already working at baka maging malnourished ako. i sporadically having my "silent"moments".
do i have a problem? i do not know if i really do. pwede kasing self-inflicted lang ang lahat. perondi ko talaga alam. all i know is, i am depressed. ang daming rason: family (though my family is really great, iba ang pinoproblema/iniisip ko), stress, love, everything. good thing i wasn't a serious suicidal type kaya buhay pa ako ngayon.
as i've said, i hate sympathetic people. they offer nothing except their unsolicited advises. what i need right know is someone that will just listen. say nothing, but understands where i am coming from. or at least, understand my laments.
i may be extrovert and talkative, but i am seldom listened by people. i am more of a listener. but nobody listens to me.
salamat pala sa kahit paano ay nakikinig. i love you whoever you are..alam mo na kung sino kaya..
pebi talking in gibberish again around 11:02 PM
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