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Saturday, December 23, 2006

finally, my long overdue grad pics!





















parang tunay..wahahahahaha!!!

next time na ang barkada pics...
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party at migs’ place last wednesday. jayson was there (i really miss him), so as gus (love your company) and janine (block5 loves you!) and also ether who was,as always, late and still on que (its dinner time upon his arrival..sweet..). i think I’m gonna love my a new illicit affair with russia’s gift to the drunken populace, the vodka, though i got wasted after like 6 or 8 shots. they told me I was beyond overbearing that night. well I think i always am, wasted or not.

i now have a new sleepover sleeping buddy, jayson. he’s like a living, breathing cushion. he shifted a lot though. ang bigat ng hita mo!!!! wahahahahaha!!! i just can barely recall if I’ve mistaken him for my huge inanimate sleeping buddy (my dilapidated hello kitty) and snuggled him like crazy. i was drunk ok. *wink* mhare saw something/somebody in the room we slept into, though my curious corneas weren’t able to take a snapshot. It was extremely cold there though. perhaps it was the huge industrial fan beside me.

Sana talaga maulit…sama uli lahat ng sumama, lalo ka na jayson…tabi uli tayo…wahahahahaha…


thanks djoanivie at ian sa cd case. Mahal ko tong magsing-irog na to!

salamat sa braselet (bangle) nealyn.. isa kang paruparo..wala lang..wahahahahahaha!!!

salamat migs sa masarap na chibog..i love your sinigang!!!

thanks gus sa pagpapakilala sa vodka, ang bago kung kaibigan..waha!

salamat sa inyong lahat for making my first (oh yeah baby!) adult party beyond memorable..


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i am officially addicted to adobe premiere.

i’ve spent much more time in front of my pc extracting songs from rent and amelie, as well as creating scions of movie trailers and making MTVs, than playing the equally addicting cyberthingy, the sims. no wonder joyce got those oversized luggage underneath her eyes, this thing is oh-so-tedious, not to mention complicated (at least for dummies like moi)… but it is sooo much fun!!! a few more self-tutorial and i can start my first project..watch out for it ok!(hint: cinema paradison and some sweet lovin..wahahahaha!!!)
*kaharap ko kasi album ni john mayer, any given thursday




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1:24 AM

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Friday, December 15, 2006

tuition fee increase sa UP na binabraso ng mga nasa kapangyarihang puder..what's next?if the state can abandon just a miniscule portion of the the country's education system, it could surely turn a blind eye to its constituents' other vital needs...kawawa naman ang mga babay Isko at Iska...


Message: "MGA ISKOLAR NG BAYAN, P1,000NA PO ANGTUITION NG INCOMING STUDENTS NEXT YEAR!"

- ito ang unang mga katagang binanggitng ating student regent, Raffy JonesSanchez,matapos i - railroad ng UP Adminang panukalang pagtataas ng matrtikulaat mga bayarin.

Sa kabila ng barikada ng mga estudyantesa Quezon Hall, nagawa pa ring magtagoat tumakas ng Board of Regents atmaipasa ang ToFI. Nagawa ito sapamamagitan ng pagmamaniobra ng UPAdmin. Unang ginawa, nagpalit ng venuepatungong College of Law ilang minutobago ang nasabing meeting sa Quezon Hallat huli nang napaabutan ang Student atFaculty Regent na naging dahilan nghindi pagkakaattend ng mga ito. Isa pangginawa ay kinansela ang Lantern Paradeat sinabing may banta raw ng "terorismo"sa loob ng campus. Ikatlong ginawa, angmismong botohan sa loob ng meeting ayminoro-moro dahil ang numero ngkailangang rehente upang masabing legalang meeting ay pito, ngunit ANIM lamangsila sa loob ng meeting.Ipinapalabas naunanimous decision ang naganap sa BOR,7-0, na sa katotohanan ay 6-0, upangmagawang valid ang ilegal na meeting.

HINDI PA TAPOS ANG LABAN! BAGAMAT NAGAWANILANG MANLINLANG AT MAKAPANGHATI, ANGMGA ESTUDYANTE AY PATULOY NA MAKIKIBAKAPARA TUNGGALIIN ANG ILEGAL NA PAGPAPASANG BOR NG TOFI!MGA ISKOLAR NG BAYAN,KUNG AYAW NATIN NG DAGDAG NA P3,000 SAMATRIKULA NG UPPERCLASSMEN NEXT YEAR ATKUNG AYAW NATIN NA ANG SUSUNOD NAPAPASOK NG UP AY HINDI NA TATAWAGINGISKOLAR NG BAYAN, MAGING HANDA TAYO NAITAAS PA ANG LEBEL NG ATING PAKIKIBAKA!SUKDULANG PARALISAHIN PA NATIN ANG BUONGUP AT MAGPATALSIK NG ISANG UP CHANCELLORAT PRESIDENT!

ISKOLAR NG BAYAN, UMPISA NA NG DIGMAAN!KONDENAHIN ANG ILEGAL NA BOR MEET!

IBASURA ANG PANUKALANG DAGDAG NAMATRIKULA AT BAYARIN!

FIGHT FOR GREATER STATE SUBSIDY!




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9:46 PM

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

i don't freakin care..

but really, you should have chosen someone far more a goddess than moi..no wonder you never gravitated to my orbit because you're drown to mediocre-looking mortals who emanate bashfullness and sheer mediocrity inside out..

argh!!i had proclaimed, loud and proud, that i am soooo over you...yes, you no longer occupy the apartment in the suburb of my aortha, i've kicked you out of there, remeber?rent overdue for that...

then i'm thinking of this other guy again..yes you, my transient emotional roller coster...why the fuck had i been extremely attracted to you!you're not cute to begin with... but you're goddamn cerebral, my darn achilles heel...why the hell do i always succumb to the charm of this extremely alien organ!!!argh..i've heard may lablayp ka na (it pays to have a best friend), but gosh bakit naaalala pa din kita...i aimlessly strut the to that place where i know i could possibly bumped into you, and i know it was so stupid..pathetic, yes i am..

and you, yes you..for once i thought your only a fallback from that"transient emotional roller coaster", but i've come to realized that HE was just my fallback from YOU..yes you...i've been subliminally attracted to you, for ages i think..but its odd how this emotion had assumed myriad manifestation as time passes..so odd..i wonder why i've grown sooo indifferent these past few days..i don't know, perhaps i've come to my senses that i am just being selfish...that perpetually dwelling into this irrationality could change everything, and for sure the way i never wanted... i'm choosing what we are over what i feel, that i reckon changed everything..or perhaps im just experiencing "the phase", whatever it is....

so, am i really resonating nonchalance?i'll never will.....nada..kudos to fickle- mindedness..




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3:32 AM

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

for like forever i've been wanting to be a model..yeah you read it right..this average-looking, unrecognizeably tall, big- boned and extremely boyish jane really do want to strut her way to the world of the waifs..i really want to be a model."want" is actually an understatement...

hence, with my overwhelming guts, i unabashly sent my portfolio to the Philippine's Next Top Model. the phoographs are beyond mediocre i must say, that is why i prefer ruffa and her posse see me in flesh. i hope personality and the thing between the ears count.

then i received this through email.

REGISTRATION ID# 20061021093516-FLORES-97

Good Day Ms. FLORES,

Thank you for completing your application form at the Philippines' Next Top Model website and for providing us your photos.
Due to unavoidable circumstances, the audition will be on December 13, 2006, 9:00 am at FIAMA Restorante, 32 Jupiter Street, Bel-Air, Makati City. Please bring the following requirements

Birth Certificate
NBI Clearance
Passport plus driver’s license or SSS ID or TIN ID or Company ID
Registration ID#
Dress to impress the judges. Dress code is either tube, tank top, spaghetti strap blouse, mini skirt & stilettos or high heel shoes. NO SLIPPERS PLEASE.

Thanks very much and good luck in your application!

Philippines' Next Top Model
c/o Solar Entertainment Corporation
2F Goodwill Building
393 Sen. Gil Puyat Avenue,
Makati City, Metro Manila

this thing is gonna be tomorrow, right?have to think fast now, i told myself. after a few minutes (actually i've been contemplating it for days already) i opted not to come. i have a scheduled "date" with mhare, miguel and jerick tomorrow in UPD. some acads stuffs.then i have to take care of some readings as well....i haven't got my NBI clearance yet as well, and i doubt the NBI or even the InterPol will grant me one..kidding!*wink* besides, i'm not comfortable with high heels either. some feminists say its the womankind's revolt against the oppression of the chauvinist world, but what the heck.my sole concern is my precious feet getting blisters.

yes, you're right..i'm only making excuses.maybe i really like it (the modelling thing) that much, beyond getting a law degree(uhm..no not really, maybe getting a hottie of a boyfriend), that i feel some how insecure of physique at the same time. for starters, i'm not really tall or have any anyone get an illusion that i am tall when when looking at me. also i don't suite the societies standards of beauty.actually, if it was some debate or film-critiquing contest, i will not think twice (on a second thought..hahahaha..nah, just kidding)..joking aside, i must say that the drive i usually emanate on a daily basis evaporates when it comes to these sort of things...

don't blame me then for hating mestizas because men love them more than a mulatta like moi. don't blame me then for cursing kim chu or some reality tv by-product (yes im actually using the term) because they get to be famous by merely being meek and cute. don't blame me then for perpetually bashing teen-starlet-turned-fhm-and-maxim-cover-girls-because-they-want-to-prove-they-are-already-mature-but-in-really-they-no-longer-making-money-for-merely-flashing-their-smiles-on-cam because they have the guts to show their "luscious" bodies on glossy paper.don't blame me then for loathing the abovementioned because at some point of my existentialist and stoic way of thinking, i somehow dreamt of being what they are.yes, i am EXTREMLY INSECURE.but i think my difference to them (the other wannabes) is that i don't let this flaw rot my spirit...if there is a machine that converts insecurity to gas that can run a porsche or a ferrari, i might have invented it...*wink*

oh well, what the heck..i still have my thesis to finish..no matter how boring i may sound now, but only few are given the opportunity to fulfill an undergrad thesis..i'm choosing the car over the gas...*winkwink*




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