but really, you should have chosen someone far more a goddess than moi..no wonder you never gravitated to my orbit because you're drown to mediocre-looking mortals who emanate bashfullness and sheer mediocrity inside out..
argh!!i had proclaimed, loud and proud, that i am soooo over you...yes, you no longer occupy the apartment in the suburb of my aortha, i've kicked you out of there, remeber?rent overdue for that...
then i'm thinking of this other guy again..yes you, my transient emotional roller coster...why the fuck had i been extremely attracted to you!you're not cute to begin with... but you're goddamn cerebral, my darn achilles heel...why the hell do i always succumb to the charm of this extremely alien organ!!!argh..i've heard may lablayp ka na (it pays to have a best friend), but gosh bakit naaalala pa din kita...i aimlessly strut the to that place where i know i could possibly bumped into you, and i know it was so stupid..pathetic, yes i am..
and you, yes you..for once i thought your only a fallback from that"transient emotional roller coaster", but i've come to realized that HE was just my fallback from YOU..yes you...i've been subliminally attracted to you, for ages i think..but its odd how this emotion had assumed myriad manifestation as time passes..so odd..i wonder why i've grown sooo indifferent these past few days..i don't know, perhaps i've come to my senses that i am just being selfish...that perpetually dwelling into this irrationality could change everything, and for sure the way i never wanted... i'm choosing what we are over what i feel, that i reckon changed everything..or perhaps im just experiencing "the phase", whatever it is....
so, am i really resonating nonchalance?i'll never will.....nada..kudos to fickle- mindedness..
pebi talking in gibberish again around 3:32 AM
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